{"id":1612,"date":"2026-05-10T11:00:51","date_gmt":"2026-05-10T10:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jadownes.com\/blog\/excerpt-from-absolution-a-question-of-conviction-4\/"},"modified":"2026-05-10T11:00:51","modified_gmt":"2026-05-10T10:00:51","slug":"excerpt-from-absolution-a-question-of-conviction-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jadownes.com\/blog\/excerpt-from-absolution-a-question-of-conviction-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Excerpt from Absolution: A Question of Conviction"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>From Absolution: A Question of Conviction:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Catherine&#8217;s hands trembled as she set the letter aside and lifted the small wooden box beneath. Normally she would have considered it quite a pretty thing; its wax-polished surface gleaming, and the edges were carved with delicate scrollwork. A single acorn motif centred on the lid gave her a moment&#8217;s pause as she considered it.<br \/>\nIs that a clue to the identity of the sender? It is quite a common symbol representing growth or potential&#8230;<br \/>\nShe realised she was just delaying the inevitable and so, with bated breath, she lifted the lid &#8211; the tiny hinges creaking in protest.<br \/>\nShe gasped, part in dread and part in relief.<br \/>\nInside the box, lying against black velvet, nestled a clump of golden curls. It was unmistakably Henry&#8217;s hair; they were the same wheat-coloured locks that she had tried to tame since first holding his tiny body in her arms.<br \/>\nThe box slipped from her numb fingers, clattering to the floor as she pressed both hands to her mouth to stifle the scream that threatened to tear from her throat.<br \/>\nHe has Henry &#8211; he has my lovely boy, she thought hysterically.<br \/>\nHer mind was blank with terror.<br \/>\nSinking to her knees, she gathered the scattered curls with desperate tenderness, as though collecting them was partly rescuing Henry himself.<br \/>\nCutching the refilled box to her chest, she wept for Henry, a dark mass of despair threatening to engulf her.<br \/>\nSniffling, she wiped her eyes. She took a couple of deep breaths to regain her composure and desperately tried to wrench her mind to the problem of locating him and his captor.<br \/>\nWhere can he be? She agonised.<br \/>\nThe moment she tried to focus on his whereabouts and the conditions he might be held in, her imagination betrayed her. She immediately thought the worst, and a great sob escaped her.<br \/>\nShe squeezed her eyes shut and tried to picture him on the sunny day when she&#8217;d left him at Cambridge, but all she could see was a foul pit with stagnant water and scurrying vermin.<br \/>\nShe shivered violently and gulped down lungfuls of air.<br \/>\nAs her panic subsided, a growing anger swelled from deep within her soul, banishing the tears, as it burned with an incandescent fury.<br \/>\nRising, she shouted, &#8220;Lucy!&#8221; Her voice was hard, cutting like a whip. &#8220;Summon William and Thomas. I leave for Westminster within the hour.&#8221;&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>From Absolution: A Question of Conviction: &#8220;Catherine&#8217;s hands trembled as she set the letter aside and lifted the small wooden box beneath. 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